December 2009
36 posts
i'm going to start drawing again..
"why do you work?"
someone very close to me asked me that the other day.. he said ” it seems like you work for other peoples pleasures and not your own..” its true sometimes. i do buy myself somethings randomly if i believe i deserve it but i always have to second think if i really need it. yeah, i end up putting it back sometimes but i guess thats just me. and yeah sometimes it hurts knowing that people...
yes, i'm up..
and yes of course its because of glee… i actually really like this show !
i must say..
christmas wasn’t a total fail.. family is just amazing ! AND presents were just thoughtful ! gift cards are the best ! :) but boxing day was so good to me this year ! spent most of my money at forever21 ! and bought these hot heels from aldo ! but on a serious note : i’m stumped.
i sleep..
so that i don’t have to think about everything thats going wrong.
for the first time...
my dad actually smiled for me.. for the first time, in along time he was proud of me. is that sad? it really doesn’t matter.. i’m just happy that he is here supporting me again. studying hard really did pay off…i’m honestly really proud of myself.
family is my love.
today ways absolutely amazing. i missed my family. this was exactly what i needed. i honestly didn’t laugh or smiled that much in sucha long time. it felt good to be apart of something again. i’m so grateful that we all can come together and leave all the problems at the door. i love them so much ♥
“babygirl, know your worth. smile because your happy not because you have to.”
– N.B [thankyouforthat]
i'm honestly losing all meaning..
how can you believe in something if it’s not what it is anymore? this isn’t me.
my life will be stupid for ONE more day..
stupid exams messed up my sleeping pattern AND my eating habit! back to studying.
WTF is SLEEP?!
grrr, haven’t slept properly since school started ! almost all done.
Ordinary People - John Legend
boy, i’m in...
FCUK !
.. i hate this stupid shit. i worked too fcukin hard for this and now look where that leaves me. i need to get focused. PUSH ME . re-run …
take the initiative..
to do this for me. think about it.
New Years Resolution 2010
- putting myself first
- focusing on school
- not letting meaningless people walk all over me
- dropping fake “friends”
- letting go of the little things
- getting my g1
- getting my g2
- saving for a car
- saving for tuition
- showing everyone i can do this
I don't forgive people cause I'm weak. I forgive...
(via mariannmaeee)
H6M ♥
its been half a year…
— today was about us. laid in bed, talked about nonsense, went out to eat sushi, bought a tv, and watched ” Brothers “. everything was how it was suppose to be. i truly love you…
I Already Know.
heeyfandeezay:
yadnicnigg:
“i’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m...
Scorpio
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND. Gorgeous Smile. Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth!
“missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve seen...”
– unknown
eight years...
its been that long since i last saw you tatay. i miss you , we miss you… i truly do wish that you were here with us, another christmas without you and your little tricks. life has been so complicated lately but i know that everything will pull through. please continue to watch over me because i still need you. tatay, i love you so much.
so, today i found out that..
… i will have no life in semester two ! waking up at 5 every morning to catch the 5: 55 train to be at placement for 7:30 is so not want i wanted ! but its something i have to do and …enjoy. in a weird way i cant wait to start my 2nd semester. i love the work load [ for now ] and i love my friends at school, they really do keep me sane ♥
