January 2010
9 posts
honestly...
i’m done getting pushed aside. i’m tired of always being second to nothing. i’m through with you treating me like i’m never enough. please tell me why i do this to myself..
no more ..
no more putting my needs on hold.. i’m doing this for me. this is my time and i deserve it. do not tell me otherwise. no more getting walked on. no more getting told what to do and when to do it. no more feeling like i’m not worth it. no more feeling like it’s never enough. i work hard for everyone around me and not myself so this is for me..
first day at george syme elementary school
my first day at placement was awesome. the teachers were welcoming and the kids were just too cute. its weird when they call me miss. ilao ! but i love love love it ! i already have a few boy crushes that won’t stop hugging me ! haha still cute. BUT i almost got bit by a boy ! haha having his little tantrum ! still can’t wait til tomorrow though.
i need a fcuking break..
honestly this is fcuken ridiculous. i’m so tired of it. i work too hard for EVERYONE and for fcuken what? not even a dam thank you. i can’t even use my own money? i use it for you, you, you and you. so what if i want to buy me something for once, so what if i want to go out, so what if i want to go out for the weekend. i do everything you ask of me. i need a fcuken break ..
i knew it was just temporary.
“you’ll never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice...”
baby...
i’m falling in love all over again.